Notes from a single parent: On Navigating separation
Undergoing separation or uncoupling can be very traumatising — especially when children are involved. There are suddenly so many changes that one has to brace for: physical, mental, emotional. One is left coping with far more than imagined.
Taking each day, each step, at a time, helps. For single parents (be it the mother or the father who is bringing up a child on their own) separation from a partner signals a forced shift. Not only are you dealing with a relationship that fell apart, the resultant emotional trauma, and mixed feelings towards your partner, but also the dreams and vision you had for a life together that are urgently in need of mending.
As a parent, you're not just dealing with your own trauma — you're also attempting to heal your child's. Children mustn't become collateral damage in their parents' split. What is needed in these situations is honesty, sensitivity, and compassion. Your decision to be a single parent must be accompanied by a heart-to-heart conversation (as many as needed) with your child; you must explain that just because you and your partner couldn't make your relationship work, it doesn't mean that you two don’t love your child. Refrain from accusations, arguments, and blame-games with your ex in the presence of your child. Both parents need to work towards the child's emotional well-being.
When life turned me into a single mother, I had to deal with a marriage that fell apart and my own broken dreams. I was on my knees, praying I'd find the strength to deal with life after an extremely turbulent marriage. Family support helped, as did the fact that I had a high-pressure job — one that entailed long hours and pressing deadlines — and this ensured I got back up on my feet. While at work, my focus was on doing my best and keep my career going. While at home, I was trying to create a happy atmosphere for my child to grow up in.
My life revolved around work and home. I devoted myself to these two aspects: doing my best at work and being a single mother. I never tried being a father. My child had a father to play that role. That took some of the pressure off me. I didn't stop my son when he wanted to cry or express what he felt to my parents, me, or anyone else he wished to speak to. I needed him to feel normal. Finally, with a very heavy heart, I decided to send him to boarding school.
This separation was tough for both of us. My son wouldn't be home when I returned from work, and his mother wouldn't be there when he got back from school. However, I felt this would be good for him — even if it tore me apart. While dealing with his parents' divorce, he thought he was the unluckiest child, one who came from a broken home. These thoughts faded amid the busy routine of his boarding school. There he met children of other single parents, and this helped dissipate the negative emotions he had about his parents' split. And all of them helped each other. My son made friends for life, stepping in as the siblings he never had. I was grateful that sending my child to boarding school turned out to be one of the best decisions I had made in the interests of my child, no matter how much it hurt to stay away from him. In this regard, choosing the right boarding school was essential, one that focused on his all-round development.
Raising a boy in our country while not clouding him with our conditioning is crucial. I want him to know it is okay to cry no matter how old he is, it is okay to find an emotional outlet, and it is absolutely all right to feel what he feels. I am here for him, and he can come to me with his problems, tell me if he feels my method of parenting needs a review. I allow him the freedom to choose, as long as he stands by his choices. I allow him to make mistakes — just as my parents allowed me to make my mistakes even though it shattered them. In the long run, that was what taught me to be responsible, for myself and for my child.
Being a single mother isn't easy; to be solely responsible for yourself and another life is a daunting task. I ensured my financial independence despite ample family support. I ensured I kept my balance in the face of external influences. One must behave in an exemplary way, to set a benchmark. To deal with pressures at work, carry yourself with dignity, ensuring your emotional stability, and at the same time not becoming a sacrificial lamb, requires tremendous gumption.
M*****I am singal mother for my two child son and daughter my husband expir 2011 we miss him so much
A*****I'm also a single parent...it's tough...but it's life I guess..
R*****Really app main bhuat himmat his.apne Jo thought likha hai sahi hai.
S*****I am a single mom of beautiful daughter... My husband has expired in year 2010.. And now my daughter is 9 ...My parents are very supportive bt still I feel as a single parent u hv to face so many challenges...Many times u broke down internally bt u hv to survive for ur child with a grt ☺ smile
K*****Super prediction and well written
A*****Every lady has a potential to stand up for herself if the need arises. Thanks for sharing this priyanka.
S*****What an honest piece
S*****Such a nice post. There is something to learn from this post